Bismillahirahmanirrahim....as salam....
alhamdulillah...finally....YEZZ!..siap jgk blog den...dah lamer weh nk buat..tp asyik delay..n delay..n delay!haih....nih yg mlayu xmaju2 coz asyik postpone!...but people change kan...so do i....me now is a better person than yesterday...hidup perlu da perubahan aka hijrah kn...dlu zmn jahiliyah...ahak!..now?...a better muslim!..pray to ALLAH.. :)
well, actually in a journey of searching the best way to express anything n everything that came acrossed my mind, on some sort of media ...alhamdulillah...again, be a blogger i think i got the freedom that i really need most...
so...why is it "when flowers bloomz?"...entah ler!hahahah...maybe sbab i suka bunga kott....kahkahkah...sgt ayu giteww...well, all womans out there suker munger kan...ha!so dont think that i jer yg ayuness...hihihi...
maybe this is the best way to express me, my hubby, moziey, n our 3 kiddos,, hyperX- hariz zikriey, talkativ - izzul zikriey and the only flower yg tgh berkembang klopaknyer, my only dotter, ainul mardiah..very sweet, manje n sensitif...mama ter"hi" volume skit, konfem!..hujan selebat2nyer...huhuuhu.....
"and the journey begins.."..YES!....perjalanan pun bermula....tidak kah hidop kita ni 1 perjalanan?..perjalanan i mengenal kasih syg..mengenal erti syukur dgn rahmat dan nikmat yang ALLAH berikan....a journey from being single...fall in love...be in loved....from very inde woman married to very understanding yet pro hubby( thank you ALLAH, by giving him to me and thank you abang, for being a very sporting n romantic hubby!..auww)...dikurniakan dgn 3 instant kiddos, yg sgt mencabar kesabaran utk dididik mnjadi ank2 yg soleh dan solehah...
this is the precious opportunity that no other woman ever had..but be a mama when u never had the experience on handling kids...ya ALLAH, sgt2 mencabar!...but then again, thank you abang sbb sgt supportive, u always be there whenever i need u! thank you so much!!..this really made our love getting stronger n stronger..and yet, whatever peoples outhere said and think bad about me, about us..trying to tear our family apart...we already built a strong string attached among us that nobody can interfere or break it!...n i still loved my kids like my own child!..nothings gonna change that....yes!..bukan i yg bwk prot slama 9 bulan...but they r my kids..no futher explaination on that..it is inside my heart, no one knows, only ALLAH..so jgn kacau ank2 i..rumhtga i okeh...hahahahah...i can be a very nice person but i can turn to be a very bad woman that u couldnt imagine...so dont try me! ;p
and actually...i xsronok nk becerita that am their step mama n they my step kids....but i can change that particular fact!..fact still fact kan...sumer org tau tu...well, nk wat cmna....i carry that till i die kot...people mindset on me...huhuhu...but lantak la kan...who cares..ade mama pedulik?!...yg penting we r happily together...yup!!we r THE HAPPIEST FAMILY ever! :))
