OK me?!

Im not OK!.. Not OK emotionally!..where gone the happy-go-lucky me?!
To whom should i share this. My other-half seems dont understand this. Maybe too tired to understand me. Ya, after all he's too has his own prob, dealing his hard time in biz now!..or maybe he thought he's not the 1 causing this!...So who's next?.. Again!.. To whom should i share?!
Feel like to block all frens that i dont want to be frens of. Feel like to spam all the tagging thingy. Feel like to scream, shout it out loud! Really i hate them. I dont like them. They r bad! Can i just say all that to them. I hate selfish peoples! I hate people who dunno how to respect other people. I hate them. I hate them so much that i couldnt stand to talk to them or even look at their face, not even once! Or couldnt stand just to read their status in my fb!..so.. Can i just block them?!.. Kick their bloody ass out of my life?! Can just i..ha?!..
Ya!..Im NOT OK!.. yet.. N now still, im NOT OK! This is a very hurtful moment. My hard time dealing with myself.
Feel like having nobody now. All by my own. I have no mom to share this. I just have my lil'raihanna, who is just too small to understand everything.
My blog, my e-corner for me to express everything or anything in my heart.
This is my own space to letting go whatever unsatisfaction matter i felt about something or somebody. So my my own rights to write anything here. And i dont ask u to read. Neither for u to comment.